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Monday, June 12, 2006

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 08:52:59 GMT

hey cats, if you havent noticed, i've moved!

http://apoca-lips.livejournal.com

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sun, 07 May 2006 03:05:43 GMT

jia!! i didn't forget sarah's birthday 'cause su reminded me, haha ! i gave her a virtual birthday slap. what about YOU huh

anyway ! yesterday i watched a lot of tv, a bit of Hidalgo, and a bit of Dude, where's my car. i feel kind of relaxed, though Chem looms closer each second. what am i doing here?!

i want prawn pasta

Friday, May 05, 2006

Fri, 05 May 2006 11:48:00 GMT

hallo! the new editor sucks

todays bio prac was so easy but i was careless and i minused 4 m. i want to DIE, i'm always careless, and i'm running out of patience dealing with my incompetence. i feel so inadequate! even with the knowledge i have (which is almost enough) i can't cope with anything, because i overlook everything in my zeal.

why bother?

i feel so and and

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Thu, 04 May 2006 06:29:55 GMT

i repeat, SO NOT FLY.

putt putt!! i forgot to check my shift for tmr. DAMN!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wed, 03 May 2006 06:18:52 GMT

today i didnt feel an extraordinary calm! i actually accidentally ripped out a corner of my answer paper. then i drew a loppy graph, and i didnt do the calculations. that was SO NOT FLY.

OH GOD HAVE MERCY!

(i'm still not sure what went wrong, but i'm now 100% sure that i am not good at it, zai. haha)

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Tue, 02 May 2006 05:37:40 GMT

i'm not unromantic! and yeh i used to like bsb and then i realised that they were angels with dirty faces. i mean, how can you sing that sort of song and then proceed to abuse drugs. come on man!

today during english i felt an extraordinary calm. my brain also was extremely calm. meaning it didnt quite work. but it felt good, i didnt freak out!

Monday, May 01, 2006

Mon, 01 May 2006 11:50:03 GMT

how many times have you heard the lyrics, "i just want to die in your arms?" whats the point, if you actually do die in your girl's arms, wouldn't she be so sad, and can you imagine if you actually do become lovers and 2 seconds later, this shit happens?

aiyah, be more inventive, cuckoos.

this contributes to teenage suicide after failed romances! i can write in my baozhangbaodao that its all the stupid songwriters' faults.

the teachers will be like, hell, this girl is psycho, lets give her full marks!

.. i hope.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 10:31:23 GMT

its quite alarming, how everyone's so stressed about exams.

stop it!!! you're making me stressed too.

i think the song "I can go the distance" by Michael Bolton is so applicable about now. so will everyone relax, and shiyou can you please stop stressing about your ugly house. haha

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 08:31:48 GMT

when i blog, no one comes!

haaiiiyah.

i was reading some ancient entries, and i feel so ashamed of myself! i mean, what do i have to complain about. i have air-con, a computer, no birth defects, and i'm pretty fortunate. from this day forth, i declare the psychotic emo girl is no more!

btw, i also realised that some of my entries were quite bimbitch. ee!!

Friday, April 28, 2006

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 11:49:11 GMT

i was reading "the suffrage of elvira" when i stumbled upon my sec 1 lit textbook. strange, isn't it? those of you who know me well know that i have no sentiments for anything remotely work-related, but this just changed me completely.

i remember i wasn't very good at lit at first, but mrs dorcas ang kept encouraging me and writing nice little notes and pasting her signature dinosaur stickers in my notebook.

i never forgot those words: "I'm so proud of you."

something i don't hear all too often.

that was what drove me to take lit in sec 3, even though ms gan strongly encouraged me not to. i just wanted to make someone who was once proud of me proud once again.

it's not all mental warfare and general i-am-too-complex-for-you with me, im actually very simple, just that notebook and those few words changed me forever.

i don't think mrs ang remembers me now. but if she does, im trying.

i'm never throwing away that notebook.

i may not be at my most articulate right about now, i feel like blubbering.

bye.